My thoughts, my life...

I've got a new blog... This one doesn't seem right to me anymore and the new one has my first name and last name in the adress and that's cool right ;D

Now I've got sport break(?) Ehm, yes^^

It's going to be lovely, I really need it!!!

This become a short post but I don't have anything to write^^

XOXO Marielle


THIS POST WINS THE AWARD FOR THE MOST BORING POST EVER! CONGRATULATIONS!


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Oh my god, I really need to see this movie! The director, Tim Burton is AWESOME! If you haven't seen his movie "Sweeney Todd - The Demon Barber of Fleet Street" see it immediately!

I love it, it's with Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter and Alan Rickman. Those three is a part of the cast "Alice in Wonderland" as well, I think Tim Burton likes to cooperate with the same people a lot. I know he has a close relationship with Johnny Depp and he's married to Helena Bonham Carter =)

Well, Tims movies is wonderful and crazy. My favorite so far is "Sweeney Todd", we'll see if "Alice in Wonderland" beats it ;)


Johnny Depp as Mad Hatter.
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My day was fun!

You see, on the ass of my soft trousers is says "Maja..." Today two completley different drunks in two different towns said "Det står Maja på hennes baja höhöhö." Så extremely fun, I almost laughed myself to death when the second drunk said that to me!

Otherwise nothing special happened.

XOXO Marielle

Here's a music tip for you all!

Deadlock – Code Of Honor (Spotifylink)

It's really good, I just love metal when it's not just growling all the time. The girl in this band, Sabine Weniger, has a voice to die for! Give this song a try, I really don't think you will be disappointed.


Sabine Weniger (Source)

Today has been just another usual day. First school, it wasn't very funny and it wasn't very boring. At least my friends are there so I get a few laughs every day. For example "One Butter Hill" hahahaha. We talked about a montain called "Smörkullen" and I translated it to english and then I connected it to "One Tree Hill". My humor is kind of lame but at least I have fun right?:D Some other people laughed as well, otherwise I had been ashamed of myself haha xD

Then I took the bus to Uddevalla and studied some Home Economics over a chicken salad. We have a test on friday, I hope it's not too hard =)

And now I sit in my brothers apartment and listening to my brother playing CS. He's kind off funny =D

Well, take care everyone. Kisses!

Today I've had 12 visitors already. Yesterday I had one. And that was me.

So who are the visitors?:S I'm VERY happy to see that people visit, it's really not that, I'm just a bit confused =D

Regards

Marielle Lundh ;)

Is it just me who's feeling the pressure of being different? Sometimes I want to be someone more mature and sometimes I want to be someone more interesting depending on who I’m speaking to. I feel it. I'm that loud person that some people love and some people think is childish. But that's me and people will have to accept that because I have the right to be me.

It's also important for me to be who I really am because I love myself. I really do. Seriously. I love the person I am but I want everyone else to love me too. And that's what’s making being me so hard. To get everyone to like me I'll have to change and be a different person when I speak to different people. With “Rosalie” I can be me. She loves me for who I am. Later when I speak to "Alice" I'll have to be a more serious person then what I am when I'm speaking to "Rosalie" because "Alice" doesn't get my sense of humor.

 

But it's hard. I'm trying so damn hard to be liked by everyone. There's this guy I'm talking to on MSN. I want to be able to speak with him in real life too. But I just can't. I'm afraid to sound lame I think. That's why it's so important for me to be just me. Maybe one day I'll be able to speak to him without feeling so damn stupid. Tell him in person exactly what he means to me. I really hope I'll get the courage before it's too late.

See where I'm going? It's not good. I'm very insecure and I hate it. But people have been mean to me all my life and that's what I'm blaming. When people call you ugly, fat and weird very day for many years you'll get insecure. At least I become that. But I’m not complaining. Like I said, I love myself and I wouldn't change anything in my life even if I could. The things I've gone through made me who I am today.

I don't want to be anything other than me

I've been aat home today, mum wouldn't let me go to school because I didn't get any sleep last night. Not good, I missed my second swedish class this week and they are very important right now.

I haven't done much, just watched a few episodes of the firt season of 24 and I've re-written the application for IB. I had already written one but that one is in my locker in school so I had to write a new one. It just took me an hour so no big deal =)

Now I'm going to watch some more 24, I have said it before and I'm saying it again. Jack Bauer for president!


Jack Bauer himself....
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I'm sitting in school having english right now. We're having a project about the Olympic Games. Very, ehm, interesting.

We're suppoeed to write the history of the games and stuff like that. We're also supposed to pick three winter sports from the olympics in Vancouver this year and write about and I picked alpine skiig, figure skating and ice hockey. Nice huh?:D

Well, I better go back to work I guess. Wish me luck :D

XOXO Marielle

...I'm just tired of this blog. My policy is this: If i don't have anytghing intresting to write about I don't write it. Eh, when I think about it that isn't really true^^ Nothing I write is interesting for anyone but me. But when I feel that life's just running forward I don't prioritize this blog. When I don't want to blog, I don't blog. That's the way it is ^^

Well I hope you'll survive without me, I know it's hard ;)

Kisses!

This dress is SO nice! I think  saw a dress similar to this one from Acne the other day somewhere on World Wide Web^^ Kisses! PS. Click on the picture to get more info about the dress ;)

Today I've went to my brothers apartment in Uddevalla. Stopped by at the mall as well and bought myself a bus card and got my books. Angels and Demons, and The Da-vinci code. But in Swedish though^^ Love them, they are so great!

Now it's finally morning! This night hasn't been so much fun. I've read Naisys entire blog, it was lovely and very entertaining, but I would've liked to sleep instead...